There is always a smile on my face.
Deep down I am the only person that knows what is going on with myself.
Sometimes it feels like nobody and nothing is with me, I feel empty and lonely.
Me not wanting to talk to someone or me only talking to someone when I need something is because at times it feels like everybody is against me. These thoughts rise because of past experiences: disappointments, lies, bitterness and betrayals.
You know what..? In life there are always people wishing/praying for your downfall. Unfortunately, not everyone wants the best for you. There are always people that won’t support your dreams and ambitions. And those that will look down on you. The most painful part of this all is that the people you expect to be there for you in time of need, will all of a sudden turn their backs on you. And at times, this can cause you to lose your faith with having that feeling that no one or nobody cares. You may start believing that people prefer you to fail instead.
So you act as if everything is okay and you smile it off. And you try to make it on your own. This is tiring and at the end of the day you may feel like giving up.
Can you relate to this?
Don’t forget that although you may be feeling some type of way from time to time, remember that there is someone by your side, protecting you. Keeping you safe and that is Jesus. The thought God has for you is not a thought of evil but a thought of good (Jer 27:11).
Somewhere somehow in life you might be doing something wrong.. despite this fact remember that there is someone that is keeping you and is protecting you from evil. Don’t let your setback cause you to sit back, prepare for your comeback.
People may not always see the treasure God has placed within you, so don’t place too much value on the opinions of others. Trust that God knows what’s in you and He will choose you even when others overlook you.
Have confidence in yourself and never let your situation overcome you. Great people face great challenges, but they ALWAYS come out stronger because of the existence of a Great God.